Paul's Comments

I had this amazing thought one day. I don't know whether it was because of something that happened to me, because of something I saw on a video, something I read, or something I heard. But it was an amazing thought, so amazing I thought of writing it down and posting it here, because I realized that if I did so, it would change the world. Millions would be energized and transformed by the amazing idea which I had realized.

I now have no idea what it was that I had thought of. I forgot it shortly after I thought of it. By the way, I'm clearly kidding, it was just something I thought about and would have made a nice comment to post here, but obviously nothing hugely enormous.

I do think about one thing, which I had even before my current condition (of having a disability) occurred, in which for some reason - maybe it's just over belief in my own significance in the scope of the universe - I felt that there was something in my life that was going to be a serious issue, but it hadn't happened yet. I didn't think it was going to be something bad, but the opposite. Like maybe I was going to get my book published, or I'd develop a new program, or something special and positive. Maybe it's part of the same self-delusion that I have some significance over the universe.

So I'm not sure if there's still an event I have to wait for or if this was it and I'm left the way I am. I may never know.